I honestly have been quite low and all I can do is keep pushing forward, it’s sad as humans we tend to create worlds where everything worked out or is the best of what if.
I don’t know if we are the only creatures that do this but it is the single most annoying thing as people, as humans and as beings, wow went a little wide there.
I play the same movie over and over in my head, the one with the happy ending, the one where he gets the girl but then I force the drama to play and slowly this movie turns from a Romcom to a Drama, filled with heart-aching pain and tear-jerking plot twists.
Remember that you never get out of this alive, this movie does not have a happy ending, we all die and everyone will move on and live perfect little lives till one day they die and the pattern repeats itself, over and over, so never think that you are going to make it, no one lives forever.
This post isn’t really coming along like I thought it would, I am now just vomiting onto a corner of the internet that no one sees, I really should write these out before posting them.
But remember that we won’t live forever.